Realizations (Part2)

February13,2017 11:10pm (Monday)

It's almost midnight. An hour before Valentine's Day. The three of you pop out in my mind again. I don't know why. I think because later is VDay? I think my heart just want to remind me that I have to let go all of you. Let go here, inside my broken heart. I'm doing that already. I just needed some time. And also, space to breathe. Because until now I'm still suffocated with your presence. Our room is a small place to breathe and move freely around you. Yes. I maybe bad but I don't want you around. I don't want to see you, hear your voices and even your shadows. It really irritates the shit out of me. To be honest, I want you gone. Gone in my sight, my mind, my system and in my life. I already turned down the possibilities that we're going to be fix again. I'm not going to approve destiny if it will happen. I'm happy and contented now. I don't need you at all. My anger already captured the whole part of my heart. My mind was already poisoned by it. But I'm not going to take a treatment. I'm happy with it. I hope that the three of you are happy too.

-Kaye